Mental Flow State
Over the years in the forums here, I have mentioned the elusiveness of the ‘perfect moments’ in sessions. It seemed to me to be God’s cruel joke that the better we get at playing music, the harder it is to find music that stimulates you. When you’re first entering the fun world of Irish sessions, each and every session has the potential to be ‘the best session you’ve ever played in’. But the more you play, the harder it is to find that kind of euphoria from music. I have been known to call it "catching the dragon" (a reference to a heroin high, and no, I haven’t done heroin), because one little taste of it keeps me coming back for more, even though those moments can be few and far between.
There are a lot of related terms, like "playing in the pocket", "effortless playing", and "being in the zone". For many years, I equated these feelings to playing with players that were much better than me. The important part of that idea was that it was out of my control, and those fleeting moments were created by the people I was playing with. I started a thread many years ago, lamenting that I only liked my playing when I was playing with a couple of specific players. Over time, I started realizing that I could provide that kind of musical inspiration for myself, but it is hard to just manifest that on demand.
In the last few years, I started to realize that it’s not just inspiration that helps me get to that state. I had a week-long experience at a camp a few years ago, where basically every session was effortless and the music was great. Yes, I was surrounded by a lot of really phenomenal players. But there was more to the story than just inspiration, and I started searching for what other factors were coming into play that made the music so wonderful that whole week.
And it dawned on me that what I have been experiencing with more and more regularity is the concept of ‘mental flow’. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology)#Music Quoting from that article:
"[the flow state] is the mental state in which a person performing some activity is fully immersed in a feeling of energized focus, full involvement, and enjoyment in the process of the activity"
"Musicians, especially improvisational soloists, may experience a state of flow while playing their instrument. Research has shown that performers in a flow state have a heightened quality of performance as opposed to when they are not in a flow state."
This flow state tends to release endorphins (nature’s heroin?), and the intense sense of happiness, calm, and euphoria is definitely the dragon I am chasing, and one of the main reasons why I play this music. When I am in that state, the music feels almost completely effortless, I am almost entirely relaxed, and my mind is riding the wave of the music and forgetting all of life’s stresses. It is a very peaceful state, which is a bit surprising, considering that it’s often loud and there are a lot of distractions! But with the endorphins ‘flowing’ along with the music, it is maybe the most satisfying feeling I ever experience! And I have found that I experience this more often than I used to, if I make the right conditions exist…
So how do I do that? It’s a good question that I don’t have a definitive answer to, and everybody is different, so what works for me may not work for you. But this is what I have come up with so far:
Prerequisites:
1. A solid familiarity with your instrument
2. A solid foundation in Irish traditional music
3. People to play with (I occasionally will reach a flow state when playing by myself, but it’s never as satisfying as when I reach the state while playing with others)
Helpful things:
1. Playing with my eyes closed helps me center the focus to the movements of the melodies
2. Playing with people that I know well and play with often (not required, but certainly helps)
3. Use of substances like alcohol or cannabinoids (legal where I live) can sometimes help, but overuse makes the state impossible to reach
4. Solid rhythm is where it starts. If I concentrate on the rhythm as much as the melody when I first start a tune, I can find the ‘groove’, which can create an almost trance-like state that can lead to the flow state
5. Spontaneity can be a catalyst, too, when a tune occurs to me that I haven’t played forever and everybody immediately joins in, or when someone starts a tune that feels like an old friend
So, no ‘easy button’ to press to enter the flow state, and I can’t just summon it on demand. It’s more of a situation of doing what I can and hoping it happens… But at least I’m happy to have a name for it!
Do you experience the flow state in your music? Do you have other suggestions of how to bring it about when you’re playing?